A lot of things happened since the last post. Trying to catch up is going to be a lost game right at the start, so I won't even try. Instead there's just going to be some random emptying of my head. It had gathered so much garbage over the years, it can't contain it any more. So it keeps spilling shit all over the place. It mostly comes out through my mouth in a form of negative, sarcastic comments that are hurtful to the people I love the most. My teenage boys are firmly holding a mirror to my frustrations which then bounce right back at me. Making art helps, but when you do it so inconsistently, frustration quadruples. Life always have something else in store for you other than what you have planned. So my attempt to pull away from the industry that was draining my life was trashed when pandemic hit. Instead I was in front of the screen most of the week for over a year. I imagine some people mind it more than others. Luckily the project was dear to my heart, ...
